9.05.2008

mohajerat?

khastam baz benevisam delam gerefteh ast! didam dafeye pish ham ba hamin shoroo kardam!
hamsar hey gir mideh ke cheteh , chera too hami chand roozeh, cheteh?
belakhareh boghzam miterekeh: delam nemikhad dadasham bereh! khoob shod?! ( khoob shodesh modele lajbazi haye bachegim bood!)
daran mian pisham, az fekre didane lalaye khodam ba oun khahare fingilish delam par mikeshe vali 2 rooz bishtar nemimoonan, va bad...
in rooza kheili be mohajerat fekr mikonam... be balaii ke saremoon oumadeh...
nemitoonam hatta be soorate maman va baba fekr konam... yek lahzeh kafieh ta ashkam zarazir besheh!
delam baraye hameye irani haii ke mesle mano khahar baradaram rahie ghorbat shodan misoozeh!
to ro khoda az mahasene mohajerat va zendegi dar yek keshvare digeh nagid, ina ro midoonam, chadn vaght pish ba chad ta az doosta raje be oumadanemoon be faranseh harf mizadim va ... yeki goft "man kheili az zendegie inja raziam va khoshhal va ... , man goftam vali man be har hal tarjih midadam tooye iran zendegi konam. bade oun hameh tarif az mazayaye zendegi dar faranseh, yek lahzeh maks kard, cheshmash namdar shod va goft: manam!

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