10.19.2007

baz man dar ghorbat

baz man dari diare ghorbat,
nagin chera baz oumadi ghor bezani, bavar konid say khaham kard in bar ke bargashtam benevisam baz ham...
deltang va delgerefteh am, hamsare aziz shaki ast az in karhaye man ke inhameh tool keshideh, hardo deltangim... faghat yek hafteye digar bayad tahamol kard.
rasti, kamelan be in natijeh resideh am ke ehtiaj be yek kare dasti daram, vaghti asabam kharabe, be shedat niaz daram beinkeh ba dastham kar konam. yadetooneh ghablan ham rajebe inkeh vaghti narahatam mioftam be rakht shostan? ya sabidane toalet??? yek modat ham baftani baftan ro emtehan kardam. alan vali baftani ke nadaram, in rooz ha hey alaki rakhthamo mirizam tooye dastshooi va mishooram, khoshbakhtaneh nadashtane machin rakhtshui ham in emkano behem mideh hesabi! aval fekr kardeh boodam safare 2-3 hafteii rakht shostan nadareh, barmigardam rakhtaro iran mishooram, amma in modat ta deletoon bekhad rakht shostam, az shoma cheh penhoon gah alaki! dashtam ghoseh mikhordam ke dige hichi nadaram beshooram, didam malafeh va patoo va ... hast!
dirooz ham oftadam be janeh shisheh ha va panjere ha!
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kheili kheili delgerefteh am...
sheitooneh migeh bikhiale hameh chiz besham!
rasti...
lalaye koochike man khahar dar shodeh!
va man baz ham naboodam ke bebinam in mojoode khastani ro.
delam baraye lala yek zareh shodeh, delam baraye mamanam tang shodeh, baraye hameh,
hamsare mehraban ro ke goftam ghablan, na?!

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